"He sleeps in a room next door. I can’t answer the phone and he won’t let me order my own food. I have to ask for everything," said Jade, who has been living in a hotel for the past week.

"The other day he made me choose something from room service. I’m so f****** thick, I ordered a chicken tikka masala. Then, when I got it I couldn’t eat it.

"But I was too scared to leave it on the plate. I didn’t want anyone to think I didn’t like Indian food."

Jade has been condemned for her treatment of Bollywood beauty and eventual CBB winner Shilpa Shetty during their time as housemates.

Asked if she has felt suicidal since leaving the Big Brother house, she sobbed: "I thought maybe I should just disappear. That it would be better for everyone if I just wasn’t here."

Meanwhile, Shilpa will give her first major TV interview since leaving the house to Sky News and Sky One on Thursday.

The actress could also be set for a starring role in a revival of Andrew Lloyd Webber’s Bollywood musical Bombay Dreams.


Jade in rehab? - Jan 30 2007
Celebrity Big Brother loser Jade Goody is reportedly in rehab suffering from stress and depression.

The 25-year-old mum-of-two collapsed at home on Sunday - just hours before the final of the Channel 4 show - after seeing her boyfriend Jack Tweed take the mickey out of her in the show’s final task, according to The Sun.

A source told the newspaper: "Jade has struggled since leaving the house a week ago and learning that she has become the most hated figure in Britain.

"She’s a real mess. She’s been up and down - one minute she seems to rally, the next she was falling apart.

"But watching the housemates replay her rant at Shilpa sent her over the edge. She collapsed with stress and her GP said ’I have to refer you to the Priory’. She was driven there immediately."

Jack, 19, was reportedly spotted visiting the famous clinic yesterday. Jade is now being monitored by doctors before deciding on treatment.

Jade’s autobiography pulled - Jan 26 2007
The paperback version of Jade’s autobiography will not be published next month as planned.

The book was due to hit the shelves on February 5 but publisher HarperCollins has decided to pull the plug as a result of the Celebrity Big Brother race row.

A spokeswoman said: "In light of recent events, HarperCollins has decided it wouldn’t be appropriate to proceed with the paperback publication of Jade: My Autobiography as planned on February 5. The author and agent support this decision."

Jade is believed to have made almost £1 million from sales of the hardback version.

The paperback was due to feature an extra chapter which HarperCollins previously said was "guaranteed to illuminate Britain’s favourite gobby girl even further".

The reality star was evicted from the CBB house last week by an overwhelming majority after being perceived as the ring-leader in the alleged racist bullying of fellow housemate Shilpa Shetty.

Jade ’living in fear’ after BB race row - Jan 23 2007


Jade Goody claims her windows were smashed last night as a result of the Celebrity Big Brother race row.

Jade said she was living in fear after her home in Harlow, Essex, was targeted.